– Happy Monday. I’ve been feeling really down and unable to focus or get out any enjoyment out of work lately. I don’t usually suffer from depression, but I guess thats what this is. Plus anxiety. always so much anxiety. I’m trying to make sure I don’t miss any updates and have these pages on time, but its been a struggle when honestly I really just want to kind of give up and sink into nothing right now.  I wasn’t going to mention this at all, but recently it seems like I’ve been sharing less in my updates and communicating with you all less.  I feel like I actually used to have some rapport with you all, but more and more often that seems to be less and less. I doubt any of you want to hear about depression, so I’ll just say that I’m trying to move past it and find ways to be excited about my work.

I guess thats it.